Planning my attack just before you come back around
Maybe Iâm wrong but I donât know how to back down
I never fit in I donât belong
But you know it doesnât matter when we feel strong
âCause Iâm a vampire yâall and we toast the blood of our enemies
Youâre still scaring me no youâre scaring me no
And we donât fit in
Donât fit in
Wonder what itâs like when youâre living with someone like me
Iâm a freak and Iâm nervous when itâs easy
Feral days and Iâm sex crazed I put it in with my animal ways and
Thatâs the sign I was born to be living in
I ran around and gave the finger to the Ritalin
You can calm me down and I canât say why
You say goodbye and burn my eyes
You burn my eyes
A thousand Julys
I hope you find
Iâd give you words but no words come to mind
But you turn me so cold so I tell you lies
When you let me in itâs like a thousand Julys
When you left I felt the drop like a boom
Wintertime all alone in your bedroom
I donât blame you and I know Iâm not your friend
How we live young American I guess Iâve always known
Iâd be on my own Iâd be on my own and I donât know why
I donât know why I donât know why
A thousand Julys
I know youâll find
Iâd say the words but no words come to mind
But you let me in and I donât know why
But when you come itâs like a thousand Julys
A thousand Julys
Thatâs what you are
And Iâd tell you to come back now but weâve gone too far
And weâve burned it out now I donât even try
But I feel you gone I lost a thousand Julys
You save oceans baby you save oceans baby
You save oceans baby you save oceans
