and it takes more time than i've ever had
drains the life from me
makes me want to forget
as young as i was, i felt older back then
more disciplined, stronger and certain
but i was scared to death of eternity
i was saved by grace
but destroyed by naivety
and i lie to myself
and said it was for the best
and now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
i've disregarded what i was
now that i'm older
and i know much more than i did back then
but the more i learn
the more i can't understand
and i've become content with this life that i lead
where i drink to much and don't believe in much of anything
and i lie to myself
and say "it's for the best."
we're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
and we're waiting on something that will never come
we're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
and we're waiting on something that will never come
we're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
and we're waiting on something that will never come
we're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
and we're waiting on something that will never come
we're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
and we're waiting on something that will never come
we're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
and we're waiting on something that will never come
