dear Joan
I抳e almost forgotten, the pane in the window
blue dress in the doorway
dear Joan
help me remember, the face I forget
and the traps that I抳e sprung
I guess I抳e grown tired, it抯 just what抯 expected of me
to tear your heart from the inside to the outside
you know I was wired, I just couldn抰 help it
the hundred thousand times I hurt you
CHORUS:
dear joan, I wanted to say
that I抦 sorry for the screaming last night
and the nights before
well I抳e wanted more from this
than anything I抳e ever known
dear Joan
dear joan
your face has a brightness that I抳e never seen
in the years that I抳e known you
dear joan
I pick up the pieces, but some scattered too far
you say they flew when I kicked them
I know you believed when I said it was over
you stood by me patiently waiting and broading
so deeply in love with every face that I抳e shown
(CHORUS)
once I forgive, twice I抦 a fool, three times I wrapped my hands around your neck
while you抮e sleeping, you抮e quietly sleeping, sleeping and dreaming
dear joan
don抰 walk out the doorway
because if you did
I believe I could honestly kill you
(CHORUS) x 2
