You know sometimes I think God
Is playing a little game with me
Looking down form heaven laughing
And tryna see how much i can ttake
Because the way things go its; like a joke.
No body has more shots then me when missed them
Its like I got myself life stuck stuck on rewind
Trying to makes something of myself like has something else in mind.
And fighting a losing game and and I'm biding my time
You wont be my man do I understand no stop
I don't want to hear another word about you 'why not's' I bought
Your bullshit it all before now you trying to sell me more babe
Man makes a beast out themselves, got nothing to lose
Sold my self a long ago, nothing left to choose.
I'm tired tired of singling the blues
I'm tired oooh
I'm walking down the streets you wouldn't know what I was thinking
It's just another white girl day, hey ribbons in my hair, I'm sinking down
A double life an sorted past, I am drinking now
I just want to be bad
And you say you were glad to see me shut up
I don't want to know another thing you think you know about me
I'm not who you think I am smiling but I ain't happy
A man makes a beast out themselves, got nothing to lose
Sold my self a long ago, nothing left to choose.
I'm tired tired of singling the blues
I'm tired oooh
Ohh my soul forgot, I cant turn off my mind is like a ticking time bomb trying to Kill me from in side, I mean day and night
Is there no remedy for memory?
I've felt this way before I new the depth of desperation
My boyfriend says I'm like an old movie star with loneliness as my occupation
I know he's right but I don't care tonight
I want to be bad I want to be bad I cant stop
I keep running around the same time knocking you down I'm fucked
How can I get out when there's nowhere to go for miles around
Man makes a beast out themselves, got nothing to lose
Sold my self a long ago, nothing left to choose.
I'm tired tired of singling the blues
I'm tired oooh
