Alba s touto skladbou:
Foiled,
Foiled for the Last Time (CD 1) ,
Foiled for the Last Time (CD 2),
This War Is Ours ,
Put Your Hands Where I Can See Them,
Just Like You,
Spirit of Music,
Force Of Nature,
The Return,
Everything You Want,
My momma gave me up when I was four years old
She didnât destroy my body but she killed my soul
Now itâs cold âcause Iâm sleeping in my back seat
I understand the spiritâs willing but my flesh is weak
Let him speak, let me speak
I never had a chance to dream
Ten years old and finding love in dirty magazines
Ms. December you remember I bought you twice
Now Iâm thirty plus and still paying the price
Had a sister that I barely knew
Kind of got separated by the age of two
Same momma different daddy so we couldnât fake it
I saw my sisterâs daddy beat her in the tub naked
Take it serious the demons in a manâs mind
The same man on rape charges now heâs doing time
Crack followed and like daddy prison thirteen years
Havenât seen her, I guess sheâs traded tears for fears
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Shout, Shout, let it all out
These are the things I can do without so come on
Come on Iâm talking to you, so come on
Sex was how I made it through
When I sworn in teach you love what else it do
See where Iâm from they call you gay
Say you ainât a man, show them you ainât no punk
Get all the girls you can, a simple plan that still haunts me even now today
Back to seventeen and got a baby on the way
No GED all I see is failure in my eyes, if youâre listening and remember I apologize
I was raised falling in the church
Made mistakes and heard the Lordâs calling in the church
After service in the parking lot getting high
Wanted to be accepted so bad I was willing to die
Even tried to tell the Pastor, but he couldnât see years of low self-esteem and insecurities
Church taught me how to shout and how to speak in tongues
But preacher, teach me how to live now when the tongue is done, help me
Chorus
Bridge
See I, See I, I just wanna let it go, just wanna let it go, just let it go
Jesus please, on my knees canât You hear me crying
You said to put it in Your hands and Lord Iâm really trying
You wasnât lying when You said You reap what you sow
Like that night momma died, itâs hard to let it go
You adopted me, cared for me, changed my name
But I cursed at you, lied to you and left you pain
Itâs not strange I can still see it in my head
To know for hours you were lying there in that bed
If youâre listening to this record
If itâs day or night
If your momma is still living treat your momma right
Donât be like me and let that moment slip away
And be careful âcause you canât take back what you say
To my real momma if youâre listening Iâm letting it go
To my father, I forgive you, âcause you didnât know that the pain was the preparation for my destiny
And one more thing Lord let my son be a better man than me
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