I think maybe I should make up my mind
About all things that Iâve gone through
And I rather have these walls bare
Then hang them with the memories
Just like I hung my sympathy
With the noose around it's neck pulled tight
The night you called, and said
And said you missed me
What a liar
And I know youâre no good
And youâll never be, youâll never be
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I will stare until my eyes go red
And my dreams will be abstract again
Or so I hope, just so I know that
Itâs a dream
And I will take my time
Or at least thatâs what Iâm telling myself today
âCause tomorrowâs another story
Hell in an hour
I can change my mind
Cause Iâm another shoulder
Just waiting for a lonely tear
Thereâs no happy ending
And no, it doesnât get to me
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I will stare until my eyes go red
Thereâs no time, to pretend
That this doesnât get to me
That this doesnât get to me
Thereâs no happy ending
Or at least one that is real enough
That is real enough