How can someone who wants to be loved
hate it when they're loved at all?
Does guilt really feel that bad?
Every time I take a breath, honey,
I feel the weight fall back on me.
Somebody tell me it's not so bad.
Collected thoughts drown in sleep.
I've forgotten what you mean to me.
I forgot a lot of things.
What happens to the girl, what happens to the boy?
I see the red lights moving.
What happens to the boy, will he be destroyed?
Is this winning or losing?
But I feel, feel.
But I feel something, oh it's better than nothing.
Evan's sleeping in his bed,
I'm digging in my head.
He pulls the cash from under the table.
Take that breath and hold it in.
Oh it's settling in a sense,
it's not so bad.
Collected thoughts drown in sleep,
I've forgotten what you mean to me.
I forgot a lot of things.
What happens to the girl, what happens to the boy?
I see the red lights moving.
What happens to the boy, will he be destroyed?
Is this winning or losing?
But I feel, feel.
But I feel something, oh it's better than nothing.
