It always put me on the edge,
To think of all the spoilt lives
Today Iâm one step further
Not sure if Iâve survived myself
Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction
Whatever happens in my dreams
I know it canât be worse than this
So I prefer to sleep
I am searching
~ without vision ~
For the answers in the dirt
I am waiting
~ just for nothing ~
For the day that Iâll be heard
Youâre the sea in which Iâm floating
And I lose myself in you
I am feeling these sensations
I communicate with you
I am looking
~ without vision ~
For a different kind of way
I am thinking
~ just for nothing ~
About that specific day
Youâre the night so youâre the dark side
Of the day youâll never see
Youâre the past but everlasting
Can you share one day with me?
Youâre the hand that I rejected
But I canât forgive myself
I am selfish and not worthy
To think of, even to die for
Tomorrow, donât know where Iâll be
I need some place to go now
So do you know the way I feel
Or shall I give up my belief?
Youâre the lock Iâve never opened
âCause I threw away the key
Iâm enclosed within my own thoughts
That will never set me free
Youâre the question to the answer
And without thereâll never be
Any thought in this direction
Youâve created this in me
Serenity is taking over all I am, it gives me peace
And all I see are visions of my destiny
Why should I bleed and pay for the othersâ greed?
We consciously sign our own sentence of death
How can you go on, did you forget
What we have learnt from the past?
We canât go on killing ourselves
And with us all the rest
Why canât you see, donât you regret?
I am alone with all my thoughts
Alone without a hope and
I lost the thing I needed most
I feel I canât survive this fall
