[Hook - Kobe]
Is anybody out there?
It feels like I’m talkin to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I come from
Can anybody hear me?
It guess I keep talkin to myself
It feels like I’m going insane
Am I the one who's crazy?
[Bridge - Eminem]
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I’m on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
If there is then let me in and let me know I’m not the only one
[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I went away I guess and opened up some lanes
But there was no one who even knew I was going through growing pains
Hatred was flowing through my veins
On the verge of going insane
I almost made a song dissing Lil Wayne
It’s like I was jealous of him cause the attention he was getting
I felt horrible about myself, he was spitting and I wasn’t
Anyone who was buzzing back then could've got it
Almost went at Kanye too
God, it feels like I’m going psychotic
Thank god that I didn’t do it
I would of had my ass handed to me
And I knew it but Proof wasn’t here to see me through it
I’m in the booth popping another pill trying to talk myself into it
Are you stupid? You gonna start dissing people for no reason?
Especially when you can’t even write a decent punchline even
You’re lying to yourself, you’re slowly dying, you’re denying
Your health is declining with your self esteem, you’re crying out for help
[Hook]
[Verse 2 - Eminem]
Marshall you’re no longer the man, that’s a bitter pill to swallow
All I know is I'm wallowing, self-loathing and hollow
Bottoms up on the pill bottle, maybe I’ll hit my bottom tomorrow
My sorrow echoes in this hall though
But I must be talking to the wall though
I don’t see nobody else (I guess I'll keep talking to myself)
But all these other rappers suck is all that I know
I’ve turned into a hater, I’ve put up a false bravado
But Marshall is not a egomaniac that’s not his motto
He’s not a desperado, he’s desperate, his thoughts are bottled inside him
One foot on the brake one on the throttle
Falling asleep with writers block in the parking lot of McDonalds
But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it
Admit you got a problem your brain is clouded you pouted long enough
It isn’t them it’s you, you fucking baby
Quit worrying about what they do and do Shady
I’m fucking going crazy
[Hook]
[Verse 3 - Eminem]
So I picked myself up off the ground and fucking swam before I drowned
Hit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time around
It’s different, them last 2 albums didn’t count
"Encore" I was on drugs, "Relapse" I was flushing them out
I’ve come up to make it up to you now no more fucking around
I’ve got something to prove to fans cause I feel like I let them down
So please accept my apology I finally feel like I’m back to normal
I feel like me again
Let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don’t know
The new me's back to the old me and homie I don’t show no
Signs of slowing up oh and I'm blowing up all over
My life is no longer a movie but the show ain't over, homos
I’m back with a vengeance homie, Weezy keep your head up
TI keep your head up, Kanye keep your head up
Don’t let up, just keep slaying them
Rest in Peace to DJ AM
Cause I know what it’s like
I struggle with this shit every single day
