Alba s touto skladbou:
Recovery,
Aiyyo, Before I start this song man.
I just want to thank everybody for being so patient.
And bearing with me over these last couple of years.
While I figure this shit out...
Is anybody out there?!
It feels like I'm talkin to myself.
No one seems to know my struggle.
And everything I come from.
Can anybody hear me?!
I guess I keep talkin to myself.
It feels like I'm going insane.
Am I the one who's crazy?!
So why in the world?! Do I feel so alone?!
Nobody but me, I'm on my own, i'm on my own.
Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel?!
If there is, let me hear just so I know I'm not the only one.
I went away I guess to open up some lanes...
But there was no one who even knew that I was going through growin' pains.
Hatred was flowing through my veins.
On the verge of going insane, i almost made a song dissin Lil Wayne.
It's like I was jealous of him 'cause of the attention he was gettin'.
I felt horrible about myself. He was spittin and I wasn't.
Anyone who was buzzin back then coulda got it.
Almost went at Kanye too. God it feels like I'm goin' psychotic.
Thank God that I didn't do it. I would've had my ass handed to me.
And I knew it but Proof wasn't here to see me through it.
I'm in the booth poppin another pill tryna talk myself into it.
" Are you stupid?! You gon' start dissin people for no reason?!
Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even.
You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying.
Your health is declining with your self-esteem.
You're crying out for help! "
Is anybody out there?!
It feels like I'm talkin to myself.
No one seems to know my struggle.
And everything I come from.
Can anybody hear me?!
I guess I keep talkin to myself.
It feels like I'm going insane.
Am I the one who's crazy?!
So why in the world?! Do I feel so alone?!
Nobody but me, I'm on my own, i'm on my own.
Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel?!
If there is, let me hear just so I know I'm not the only one.
Marshall you're no longer the man. That's a bitter pill to swallow!
All I know is I'm wallowin'. Self-loathing, and hollow.
Bottoms up on the pill bottle. Maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow
My sorrow echoes in this hall though. But I must be talkin to the wall though,
I don't see nobody else (I guess I keep talkin to myself.)
But all these other rappers suck is all that I know.
I've turned into a hater, I've put up a false bravado.
But Marshall is not a egomaniac that's not his motto.
He's not a desperado he's desperate, it's starting to bottle inside 'em!
One foot on the brake one on the throttle!
Fallin asleep with writers block in the parking lot of McDonald's.
But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it.
Admit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enough.
It isn't them it's you you fuckin baby.
Quit worrying about what they do and do shady.
I'm fucking going crazy...
Is anybody out there?!
It feels like I'm talkin to myself.
No one seems to know my struggle.
And everything I come from.
Can anybody hear me?!
I guess I keep talkin to myself.
It feels like I'm going insane.
Am I the one who's crazy?!
So why in the world?! Do I feel so alone?!
Nobody but me, I'm on my own, i'm on my own.
Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel?!
If there is, let me hear just so I know I'm not the only one.
So I pick myself off the ground, and fuckin swam 'fore I drowned.
Hit my bottom so hard I bounced twice suffice this time around.
It's different them last two albums didn't count.
Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing em out.
I've come to make it up to you no more fucking around.
I've got something to prove to fans cause I feel like I've let em down.
So please accept my apology I finally feel like I'm back to normal.
I feel like me again.
Let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don't know.
The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no.
Signs of slowin up, pullin up, blowin up, all over,
my life is no longer a movie but the show ain't over homos!
I'm back with a vengeance, homie, Weezy keep ya head up,
T.I., keep ya head up, Kanye, keep ya head up!
Don't let up, keep slayin em, Rest in Peace to DJ AM!
Cause I know what it's like, i struggle with this shit every single day...
Is anybody out there?!
It feels like I'm talkin to myself.
No one seems to know my struggle.
And everything I come from.
Can anybody hear me?!
I guess I keep talkin to myself.
It feels like I'm going insane.
Am I the one who's crazy?!
So why in the world?! Do I feel so alone?!
Nobody but me, I'm on my own, i'm on my own.
Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel?!
If there is, let me hear just so I know I'm not the only one.
So there it is... Damn!
It feels like I just woke up or something.
I guess I just... forgot who the fuck I was man!
Aiyyo... And to anybody who thought about going there,
it was never nothing personal,
some shit I was going through.
And to everybody else...
I'm back! Hahah...