I´m lying on the floor staring at the door
she opened and left my life
now I´m on my own drunk and so alone
can´t I do something right
how can I kill my time
now that I realize
that I cheat myself
I´m a fucking damned freak
this is why she left me
now I´m hanging around with my friends
threw the sunshine away
now it seems like the days
and the lonely nights have no end
I´m lying in my bed her picture in my head
I tried to lock up inside
nothing´s anymore like it was before
I´m such a foolish guy
how can I kill my time
now that I realize
that I cheat myself
I´m a fucking damned freak
this is why she left me
now I´m hanging around with my friends
threw the sunshine away
now it seems like the days
and the lonely nights have no end
now I´m free but without her
all my dreams lose their sense
she was all I was proud of
but now it´s come to an end
yes I´m free but I miss her
cause my dreams got no sense
since she left me this morning
everything has come to the end
I cheat myself
I´m a fucking damned freak
this is why she left me
now I´m hanging around with my friends
threw the sunshine away
now it seems like the days
and the lonely nights have no end
now I´m free but without her
all my dreams lose their sense
she was all I was proud of
but now it´s come to an end
yes I´m free but I miss her
cause my dreams got no sense
since she left me this morning
everything has come to the end
I cheat myself
I cheat myself